Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Just an update



No, I have nothing profound to say at the moment; astonishing, isn't it? I'm just posting to draw your attention to the two new links on my sidebar. The first link will take you to a blog called "The Water Tiger Effect." The writing in this blog is very clever and insightful, even if the author does occasionally feel the need to rant (I know him personally, so any little digs that I get in are just a part of our usual witty dueling). The second link will take you to the main page for the Canisius Ambassadors for Conservation (CAC). I was part of the 2005 team and had the opportunity to study marine mammals along the coast of California.

The experiences that I had there will stay with me for the rest of my life, and they have helped to shape my goals for the future. The picture on the upper left is of the Point Reyes lighthouse, which sits near the tip of the westernmost point of land in the lower 48 states. On the right is one of the many species

of marine mammals that make use of the beaches along the Point Reyes National Seashore. They
are harbor seals, resting for a moment out of reach of the relentless surf. If you visit the CAC website you can learn more about who we are and what we do, and you can also see many astonishing pictures of the animals we studied.

Enjoy!

--Gaia_song


Friday, January 27, 2006

“In the depth of winter,
I finally learned that
within me there lay
an invincible summer.”

Albert Camus (1913 - 1960)

In the literary world, winter is the season most frequently associated with death. The inspiration for this is readily apparent to even the most casual observer: leafless trees present sharp skeletons against the gray sky, ice creeps over the rivers and seals off the ponds, and animals are scarcely seen amid the frosted fields and meadows. The shorter days and frigid temperatures leave us longing for the warmth of summer, when we can curl our toes in the lush green grass and breathe in the scent of the earth. Yet there are joys to be had in winter that can take some of the harshness out of the seemingly-endless days of muted color and bitter chill.

One of the greatest joys of winter comes in the form of a clear, sunny day. Such is the weather today; it remains cold but the light of the sun adds a perception of warmth to the day. I often feel that we do not appreciate sunny days as much when they are the norm, and I welcome the golden rays cheerfully. That having been said, I also enjoy the snow.

This winter has had surprisingly little snow, but there was a generous flurry in December. Big, puffy, cotton-candy-like flakes drifted down and softly covered the world. One of the beautiful things about snow is how it muffles sound. Standing amid the swirling flakes, all I could hear was the occasional breath of the wind. The temperature was just warm enough for one to pack the snow and make snowballs—or snowbirds. Caught up in the innocence of the world wrapped in white, I piled up some snow and began carving. When I was finished, I had a fat little bird sitting in my backyard, smiling cheerily at the neighbors, but turning his feathered backside to the feeders swinging on a shepherd’s hook. I never took a picture; the joy for me had been in the sculpting and in the memory I now have. The fact that I chose a bird as my subject has more than a bit to do with my affection for them. Friends have dubbed me a bird nerd, and it is a title I carry with pride.

It may come as a surprise to those who live in the Northeastern United States that there are many species of birds that migrate to the region for the winter months. Of course we have our permanent residents—the American Crow, House Sparrow, Mourning Dove, and Northern Cardinal to name a few—but winter brings in the elegant Bonaparte’s Gull and colorful Bufflehead.

Bufflehead (Bucephala albeola)























Bonaparte's Gull (Larus philadelphia)














Common Redpoll (Carduelis flammea)





Pine Siskin (Carduelis pinus)

The Pine Siskin and Common Redpoll are also winter visitors.

These little gems are a special part of the winter months, and they serve as a reminder that life can adapt—even flourish—in even the harshest of seasons. There is a wealth of avian life on the water and in the woodlands; one only need take the time to look.
--Gaia_song




Wednesday, January 25, 2006


"If water derives lucidity from stillness, how much more the faculties of the mind! The mind of the sage, being in repose, becomes the mirror of the universe, the speculum of all creation."
--Chuang Tzu

The kind of calm that accompanies a clear mind is as pure and beautiful as the crystalline snow that falls outside as I compose this first post. It is the calm of emptiness of self, when all that you are vanishes and you become one with everything. This is a deeply spiritual experience; this picture was taken at a moment when I knew such calm.
Of course, we do not live our daily lives i
n a perpetual state of tranquility. The following paragraphs are from a previous entry I made into a different web journal. It is from these thoughts that I derived the concept for this blog.

“As this modern world zips by--confronting us with deadlines, pressing us on tightly packed roadways where we all rush to get to our oh-so-important destinations--I am hit by a sudden longing, and a deep pang of regret. Swept up by the tumultuous urgency of now, I feared for a moment that I was losing a part of myself. I was forgetting the song of Gaia.

So many ancient cultures have a respect for the natural world that is so profound; its ultimate manifestation is a sacred reverence for life. We are bundled in technology and hidden away from nature, and it has led to the most uncomfortable disconnect that I have ever known. I spent the entire summer in a kind of daze, merely going from my paying job to my internship to my volunteer work without honing in on the cues that my spirit was giving me. I am fortunate; I was nearly broken.

The song of
Gaia is inside all of us, but we have forgotten how to follow the tune. The rhythms of life--the cycle of birth, growth, death, and renewal--are not the mad dash to the finish line that so many of us consider the norm. I have learned that I must slow down to find the beat again. From there, the melody will follow.

Through these entries, I hope to share those things which bring me moments of stillness in a turbulent life. It is the chaos around the calm that makes us cherish such glimpses of deep connected peace. May these islands of tranquility bring you the same level of joy they have brought to me.

--Gaia_song